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Well Bonded

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With the closing POTN I was honored to be invited over here, when it comes to photography I am somewhat prehistoric having started in my teens after being giver a very ancient Rolleiflex TLR, if I remember it used 120 film, it didn't have a light meter and I couldn't afford to buy one so off to the library to figure out how to shoot pictures properly

I found a few books explaining how to work with light and what settings to use, one printed by Kodak was very helpful.

When I was 16 I got kicked out of the home for doing drugs and lived on the street for a few months, I gave my camera to my dad who stored it away so when the day came to clean up my act I would still have it.

At around 17 I got my act together and wanted to buy my own home but I was too young (19) to qualify for a mortgage, at the time the banks required a person to be a male and 21 to to get a mortgage, a friend of mine who worked for a bank basically fibbed about my age and I was qualified withn a week .

I purchased a run down two story home built in the late 40's, it had 4 bedrooms and a huge attic where I built a studio for photography and recording music, it was also where we partied on the weekends.

Eventually I moved to 35 mm using a Canon T50 then added a Canon T70 to my collection, the Rolleiflex became my primary studio camera.

Normally I shot black and white because I could develop it myself and lot of my work was nudes mostly males and having a way to process everything at home assured everything stayed where it belonged, back then producing nude male photographs was illegal, it was considered to be porn, now I'm not gay nor as far as I know neither where the guys I photographed, but that didn't matter to the men in blue.

The ratio was around 75% male 25% female with some sessions involving boyfriend girlfriend sessions..

I was making a little side money doing that but had no desire to go pro as it would ruin it as a hobby I enjoyed doing the work and the interactions when my clients saw the work I did.

Then DSLR's came out but they where expensive so I stayed with film for quite awhile until the price of DSLRs came down and the resolution went up to where it made sense to make the change.

My first one was a 5D it was easy to understand how to use it had a pretty good frame rate but it set me back a perch as I didn't do enough research to understand my FD lens's would not mount to it, oh well live and learn, then I bought another model, which I don't remember the model number, nice camera, but it and I went overboard out in the Atlantic doing a shoot, the lens survived the camera did not.

After i bought a 1D Mark IV, nice camera but i just didn't like it so I sold it off.

And now at the end of the line I am using two 60D's and love both of them, one has a 18 to 55 lens on it the other has someting to 200 on it, their light enough I can carry both and have a range from 18 to 200.

Then being a stringer I got involved in video, my first camcorder was a JVC GY-HD200 with a Anton Bauer battery power plus a DTE recorder mounted to it, that thing was a beast it weighed around 10 pounds but it was a very nice camcorder, a bit expensive though it was somewhere around $4K used from B&H, my son was taking a television production class at the time so I bought 2 of them, then add 3 batteries at $600 each, a used Anton Bauer charger $150, a used Manfrotto tripod with a fluid head, $350 and it all adds up. .

At the time I was still 50/50 between stills and video but slowly migrating to video, my son did real good with with video.

He shot a political based speech by a person running for Congress edited it and I put it up on my YouTube channel, the next morning it had 11,000 views, within two weeks it was almost at 2,000,000 views, this did two nice things, it became a magnet for political ads which at the time YouTube was paying us a decent amount amount of AdSence revenuer, it also brought in $2M in campaign money for the person running for Congress he beat the incumbent and was elected to te US Congress.

The money we received from YouTube paid me back for all the gear I purchased and I put it back into my savings.

I eventually sold off the JVC's and bought a Sony HXR-MC-2500, shoulder mounted camcorder much lighter with smaller batteries and direct to a SD card, at a thrift store I found a real nice reinforced bag for it so it stays in my truck most of the time, I never know when I might come across a newsworthy event and as a stringer that can put a little extra money in my pocket.
 
Welcome to Focus Wayne. Glad you came over. Interesting reading your journey. Sounds like you have done quite a few things along the way.
 
Welcome to Focus Wayne. Glad you came over. Interesting reading your journey. Sounds like you have done quite a few things along the way.
It's been a long journey and I have learned a lot about people some bad but mostly good
 
That's a helluva life story you've volunteered to us, but if it's cathartic for you, no one is to judge.

I'm glad you've found your way here.
It's shaping up to be an exceptional regrouping here of those who kept POTN strong in recent years,
as well as enticing some from the shadows and even some complete newbies,
which simply says that this place is off to an incredibly strong start.

Look around and dig in, and Welcome!
 
Welcome
Life's experiences have certainly been interesting by the sounds of that.
Sounds like you're a testament to endurance.

Enjoy the forum, it certainly has much to offer
 
Welcome ...
You come with a story and I hope you can share some more of that story with us all.
Thank You for being so candid and open.
I look forward to what else you might share.
 
Welcome
Life's experiences have certainly been interesting by the sounds of that.
Sounds like you're a testament to endurance.

Enjoy the forum, it certainly has much to offer.
My life has been like a see-saw ride which I never wanted to get off of.

It had it's ups and downs for as much as I can remember but I loved it no matter how bad it got, I could always look around and see people who not doing as well as I was so I rolled with the hits and really enjoyed the higher times, though some I don't remember but was told I was having fun at the time. ;-)

There was a song by the Moody Blues that was released around 1968 which described it rather accurately.

This is an explanation of the meanings of part of that song that is buried in the lyrics which I really relate to. I did not write the description but I knew the lyricks having learned early on I could go to a music store and buy sheet music for almost any song and while I cannot read sheet music I certainly could read the lyricks.

The first verse:

“I’m just a soul who’s lost in this world
I’m paying the price of love unfurled
Butchered by life’s cruel serrated knife
I’m just a soul who’s lost in this world.”

These lyrics encapsulate the emotions of someone who is struggling with the weight of the world. And then it moves into the chorus, which effortlessly lifts the spirits:

“Ride, ride my see-saw
Take this place
On this trip
Just for me.”

And throughout my life i have had two consistent what nowadays would be called safe zones, photography and listening to music.

And my ability to escape into photography is what really forced me to never get into it as a profession, I fully understood as a job the fun would be gone.

Now that is not to say I didn't get into business somewhat.

When I was around 12 I convinced a camera store owner with a very catchy name "Click Camera" to hire me to work on the weekends, I couldn't work there after school because I already had another weekday job at WWIL a AM radio station just a few blocks further away from my home.

I truly wanted to be a DJ as they seemed to be cool and chick magnets, later in life I learned how much they don't make or attract, so that dream was put aside.

But photography was loyal to me and I stuck with it.

Another very valuable lesson I learned about photography from the owner of the camera shop, a man who truly understood photography and taught me to avoid becoming a gear head, every Sunday afternoon after getting paid I would look around the shop and see what I could spend some of my money on and more often than not the owner would talk me out of buying it because I couldn't provide him with a valid reason why I needed to buy it.

Then one Saturday afternoon a person walked in, someone I had seen before, the owner called out my name and told me to stand beside him and be quiet, the guy walked around looking through the glass countertops and then saw something he liked, I was told to open the door get the camera out and let the man check it out, the owner walked over and went into a some technical conversation that was over my head.

He asked the price, now unlike today none of the cameras had price tags on them just small paper tags hung to them with four letters written on the tag, he was given the price and it floored me, the man smiled and said he would take it.

He then reached into a camera bag he had over his shoulder pulleed out another new camera placed it on the counter and asked if he could use it as a trade in, he was advised as he had been advised a few times before the shop doesn't take in trade in's but it can be placed on consignment, he was given a price range and decided what he would let it go for minus a 10% percentage.

Everyone was happy and the customer left with his new camera.

Then the owner asked me if I understood what just happened which I had no idea of, it was explained he just made $300 selling the guy the new camera which was about the same amount of money as he made selling him the other camera a year earlier, but worse the guy took a 40% loss in value on the one he consigned. He went on to tell me the guy really doesn't use them he just hangs one around his neck while he attends events trying to attract attention. That didn't make a lick of sense to me but I understood enough about math to understand that man lost a lot of money for thing he wanted but might have never needed.

Another life lesson I learned the easy way.

And this was around 1972 so the amount of money involved was steep.

I learned a very valuable lesson that day, there is a huge difference between wants and needs.
 
My life has been like a see-saw ride which I never wanted to get off of.

It had it's ups and downs for as much as I can remember but I loved it no matter how bad it got, I could always look around and see people who not doing as well as I was so I rolled with the hits and really enjoyed the higher times, though some I don't remember but was told I was having fun at the time. ;-)

There was a song by the Moody Blues that was released around 1968 which described it rather accurately.

This is an explanation of the meanings of part of that song that is buried in the lyrics which I really relate to. I did not write the description but I knew the lyricks having learned early on I could go to a music store and buy sheet music for almost any song and while I cannot read sheet music I certainly could read the lyricks.

The first verse:

“I’m just a soul who’s lost in this world
I’m paying the price of love unfurled
Butchered by life’s cruel serrated knife
I’m just a soul who’s lost in this world.”

These lyrics encapsulate the emotions of someone who is struggling with the weight of the world. And then it moves into the chorus, which effortlessly lifts the spirits:

“Ride, ride my see-saw
Take this place
On this trip
Just for me.”

And throughout my life i have had two consistent what nowadays would be called safe zones, photography and listening to music.

And my ability to escape into photography is what really forced me to never get into it as a profession, I fully understood as a job the fun would be gone.

Now that is not to say I didn't get into business somewhat.

When I was around 12 I convinced a camera store owner with a very catchy name "Click Camera" to hire me to work on the weekends, I couldn't work there after school because I already had another weekday job at WWIL a AM radio station just a few blocks further away from my home.

I truly wanted to be a DJ as they seemed to be cool and chick magnets, later in life I learned how much they don't make or attract, so that dream was put aside.

But photography was loyal to me and I stuck with it.

Another very valuable lesson I learned about photography from the owner of the camera shop, a man who truly understood photography and taught me to avoid becoming a gear head, every Sunday afternoon after getting paid I would look around the shop and see what I could spend some of my money on and more often than not the owner would talk me out of buying it because I couldn't provide him with a valid reason why I needed to buy it.

Then one Saturday afternoon a person walked in, someone I had seen before, the owner called out my name and told me to stand beside him and be quiet, the guy walked around looking through the glass countertops and then saw something he liked, I was told to open the door get the camera out and let the man check it out, the owner walked over and went into a some technical conversation that was over my head.

He asked the price, now unlike today none of the cameras had price tags on them just small paper tags hung to them with four letters written on the tag, he was given the price and it floored me, the man smiled and said he would take it.

He then reached into a camera bag he had over his shoulder pulleed out another new camera placed it on the counter and asked if he could use it as a trade in, he was advised as he had been advised a few times before the shop doesn't take in trade in's but it can be placed on consignment, he was given a price range and decided what he would let it go for minus a 10% percentage.

Everyone was happy and the customer left with his new camera.

Then the owner asked me if I understood what just happened which I had no idea of, it was explained he just made $300 selling the guy the new camera which was about the same amount of money as he made selling him the other camera a year earlier, but worse the guy took a 40% loss in value on the one he consigned. He went on to tell me the guy really doesn't use them he just hangs one around his neck while he attends events trying to attract attention. That didn't make a lick of sense to me but I understood enough about math to understand that man lost a lot of money for thing he wanted but might have never needed.

Another life lesson I learned the easy way.

And this was around 1972 so the amount of money involved was steep.

I learned a very valuable lesson that day, there is a huge difference between wants and needs.
Interesting
Sounds like that manager had your best interests at heart.

A fool and his money is easily parted so the saying goes
Sounds like that bloke buying the extra camera was on the wrong side of that saying
 
I feel a bit of your struggles, @Well Bonded .
We're a bit of the same, but we're not the same...

You are welcome here, certainly.
Browse around, comment, post some photos, and enjoy.
You'll find this a welcoming place, regardless of your past struggles.
We've come together under a shared loss, and we don't judge or
turn away any others. Please browse, post, enjoy and learn.
 
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